Since high school a lot has changed. People are not what I though they were and myself… I am more than I thought I’d be. I am quite proud of myself for getting rid of a lot of those friends that just wanted attention or needed a favour. Of corse, there are many I which I hope to get into contact with because I know we have all started our busy lives of uni, work or doing jack shit. Some I hope I can still have with me when I’m old and grey but I felt part or the separation. Nevertheless… Screw fake friends :)
I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.
Oh dear 2003, I know everything I used to be. I was the girl they used to love when I was fifteen. Now I wonder what they think when they see me independent and happy.